i m okay! lolx.. juz gt hm so tired...

my mind now is only "i cant slp i gt so many tings to do."

so tired. zzz.

lolx...

gtg.

i noe i shld b online.. bt den. i nid to check my gp ans! summore to concentrate doin lk 1gp P2 1chem P1 1chem p2 is so damn tiring! -.- summore i printed 2 pages on one sheet.. so da words arhx.. so small.. den summore gt formula.. all tiny weeny.. strain my eyes.. so yup.. i deserved some relax rite? summore loggin off @ 2.30 to start doin chem P3.. hope to finish it by 5.. hmmm.. 13qns? i dun tink so.. -.- damn.


"jane-Touched by love too beautiful to know. ~valentino! says:
sushi ...study hard for geepeeee~!"

lolx.. gt diz fr jane.. i m studyin! bt hard enough? i dun tink so.. damn.. hmmm.. i will jia you de! doin another gp paper ltr.. bt da problem is.. i m runnin out of papers to do.. mayb i shld go look @ past tut.. hmm.. c how bahx...


lalala.



Tsubasa reservoir chronicles replaced zui you ji.. lolx.. din expect diz show.. bt den. it is! lolx.. well.. lolx.. q. a bit ridiculous.. coz it combined q. a no. of anime.. gt Cardcaptor Sakura.. Rayearth.. xxxHolic... etc.. v. funny to c all da characters in different roles now.. lolx... bt den.. i guess it is q. oiex.. summore it is more to magic! one of my fav! lolx..


c u aft As? i hope.. i will try hard to.. bt most prob will blog tmr.. coz it's q. an impt day.. lolx..

okiex.. now i m online again.. supposed nt to b here.. esp wen i din even finish my revision.. my econs revision! -.- cannt give up on econs!! -.-

hmmm.. my mosq bite is gettin bigger.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

it rained 2day.. still rainin now.. fetched my sis fr shop n save.. lolx.. in da end.. i still dun dare to share umbrella w others.. -.- lolx.. still dun dare to offer help.. rmbed i was being offered to share umbrella w twice.. once queueing for energy wu xie ke ji.. another was on da way to amk mrt station.. goin sentosa! den it juz rained.. so a nice lady offered mi to share umbrella w her.. i m too shy to even sae thanks! -.-

=)

i shld go study le.. tata` hmm.. shld go do gp! =)

tryin to luv gp!

lolx.. 3more days to A!!

did ij paper 1 only 2day.. came hm @ 2pm.. how to study @ all? den slpt till 4.. watch tv till 5.. den go do da paper.. -.- will haf to pia 2nite i guess.. sob sob.. so mani tings to do! i counted wat it did.. for diz revision..

4gp papers... 7maths papers.. 4chem papers.. 2DRQs 2CS.. da piece of chem tys qns [havne finish it].. read thru almost all bio notes.. read thru bio tys..

aft prelims.. dat's all i did.. how long we haf fr dere arhx?1+ mtnh! -.- n dat's all i did..

lalala.

jia you jia you jia you!

=) tings to b recorded.

A) tings to do aft As

1. shopping!
2. go vivo city!
3. chalet!
4. prom nite!
5. meet up w sec sch frenz
6. meet up w pri sch frenz
7. party w jc frenz
8. work!
9. go sentosa!
10. go zoo!
11. bbq?
12. write! or shld i sae type?
13. plan for my near future!

dat's all for now...

B) Randoms

going novena tmr... go check check.. hope it doesnt take too much of my time.. *prays*

haf to replan my schedule again.. did chem only 2dae! did dat piece of paper printed fr litespped.. so mani qns.. did everytin xcept org chem n NO4 NO5 qns.. will do da papers itself.. n N03 N02 too.. die.. no time...

n haf to do gp everyday fr tmr!

C) things to shop for

1. wallet!
2. hp!
3. bag~ mayb nt so soon.. wait till sch starts.. if it ever goin to start..
4. flats! i seriously nid flats!
5. clothes!
6. jeans!
7. watch!
8. perfume!
9. etc...

D) tings to learn.

1. knit! so xmas gift settled? lolx..
2. guitar! i luv my hse de guitar.. bt da problem is i cant decide whether it is classic or acoustic.. -.-
3. photoshop! lolx.. as in using da software.. hmmm.. bt haf to buy it first?

E) crazy talk again

hu watched da 8pm ch U ytd? i m tinking.. y nobody offers help to "lina"? i believe she nids help too.. ni tink she deserves it.. coz she is so jian chi.. so yong gan.. to live on.. for her 3 children.. jia you!

i wan my parents to haf gd life aft i go t owork.. i tink dey nv eat xiao long bao bfore.. lots of tinsg we nv get to afford.. so i guess e r jumping out of poverty.. =) w income below 1000 we ca noso survive.. y cant u? i guess mayb we haf gd relatives? offering help to us.. thanks to dem! =)

nth much to sae le.. wanted to say q. a no. of tings.. bt kinda forgot le.. -.-

tata`` jia you!!

=) gt my Light skin!!! lalala. tho i prefer lime green more.. bt den.. nvm! red oso can! lolx..

lalala.

so happy! =)

go study le. motivated! lolx.. muz jia you le! one more wk.. -.- okiex. .less dan dat.. ahhhhhhhh.. lolx.. bt i guess i m more prepared for prelims diz time dan last time.. so wen pia for Os really pia a lot bt diz time nt dat bad..

i hope so.

=P

change my blogskin! alwaes wanted to change it to goong.. bt ended up it's Death note! i still prefer Light.. lolx.. lk both lahx.. bt juz prefer Light.. -.- bt aniwae.. diz isnt Light.. it's L coz cldnt find ani solely Light de.. =(

bt aniwae.. pictures abt deathnote! all found using google.com






dat's all! tata`

cldnt focus 2dae.. -.- feel so slpy da whole day.. slpt twice u noe.. one fr 10+ to 12 da other is fr 2+ to 4.. -.- save mi!

suppsed to study bio options [shld i continue study diz or shld i juz wait for da 2days?] n tpt n regulations..

so i neded up studied tpt n regulation xcluding kidney.. i alwaes hate da kidney notes... lolx.. so will study in da nite for dat..

hmmm.. shld i do some maths now? nahx.. i dun tink so.. lolx.. will do read some notes ltr den.. all da way till aft dinner time den i will concentrate on kidney den tys! i guess i will b juz reading thru it.. lalala.

=)

oh.. is mad feeling better? hmm.. get well soon!

n paiseh to eunice n jane coz i suddenly offlined ytd.. da mighty com noes my tv show starting soon.. lolx.. so shut down.. -.-

nobody online.. everyone studying? i shld go study too le!

tata~

i wk ltr i will b happy abt gp is over.. -.-

warning: this is a damn long entry.. dun haf time.. dun read it..

i m so angry abt findin a nice deathnote poster to put it here.. cant find ani.. -.- so 气 lahx!
so here's one to 应酬.. -.-





















okiex.. so i watched death note w eunice 2dae.. mad wasnt feeling well.. well.. too bad for her.. diz show is super super super nice!! =) hmmm.. for others.. i dunno.. bt i make mi tink itnk tink.. lolx..

if u by now still dunno.. it's abt a genius picked up da death note.. or izzit called death bk? nvm.. aniwae.. so u can kill da person by using da bk.. so it is prac abt evil n gd... u look look look.. u realise.. dere is really no absolute areas.. for instance *warning:spoilers if u r goin to watch da movie* Light started off killing crimminals.. to create a crime-free world.. bt ended up.. he is killing FBI n even his gf to b nt suspected.. so where is da justice? which he kip insisting dat he haf.. n L.. using Lind L. Taylor a crimminal to test him.. making use of pple life.. even tho dat person supposed to die aniwae.. bt how gd can he b? dey too r v. alike.. juz dat Light picked up da bk.. if L picked up da bk i guess ti will b da same? or mayb worse?

toking abt crime-free world.. i was actually approve of wat Light did.. killing criminals.. aniwae.. dey deserved to die aniwae.. -.- bt hey.. i m nt dat extremist.. i noe dere r alternative pt views n i tink okiex.. mayb sometimes i dun.. -.- wateva... bt i tink is shiroi [correct spelling?] pts it out.. crime rate r dropping coz dey r in fear.. hmmm.. so dey r actually nt nt commiting crimes coz dey noe da reason.. bt juz scared to b killed.. bt.. till wen can each n every one will understand nt to commit crime? nt to kill rape rob steal? wen we can haf such philosophy? learnt in econs.. scarcity.. pple haf UNLIMITED WANTS... n limited resources.. so dey will compete.. so refuse to lose out will den do tings dat r nt approve by da rest.. can dere b one day where da world is crime free?

n hu set da laws? a grp of pple setting wat seems to b correct.. how do u noe if it's correct? juz lk any myth or legend.. how do u noe? how do u noe it's enough? wat is enough? enough to scare everyone off is enough? den Light is correct? deterrence.. dat's wat govt or country does too rite?

wat will u do if u get da bk? will u kil those hu cannt b dealed by Law? or u will juz throw it away? wat will i do? hmmm.. i duno.. muz wait till i get da bk.. bt i rather nt get da bk.. nv..

你比恶魔更恶魔... sounds irony rite? bt i guess.. dat's sth abt genius? [sry no offence to genius..] refuse to lose.. refuse to admit dey can b wrong..

bfore i watch da show.. i lk L more.. coz he's da police? bt now.. can i 4gt abt baddies? so ended up i lk Light more.. bt den.. i juz cldnt approve he "killing" his gf.. i can c y he did dat in da begining. as in killing criminals... bt ended up.. hmmm.. he juz dun wan lose to L.. tryin to save himself.. -.-

so will i recommend? i wld recommend da movie! it's v. nice.. bt mayb i shld spend my time tinkin so mani tings.. lolx.. u will start to tink.. ... omg.. cant i b more simple minded?

okiex.. back to wanted to type ytd.. -.-

was eating da sweet ytd.. brot it 2 sch 2dae dat one.. so i was prayin v. hard nt to get blackcurrant! so i open a lil bit den ahhh.. is black.. so i close it back n i open da other side.. omg.. black again.. den i was tinking i gave up.. i take dat.. den i really open den i realise.. it isnt blackcurrant! it is strawberry? some dark red color lahx.. so i ended up w 2 issues i tink...

1. if u r mi.. will u close back da other side n eat fr da org side u r goin to eat since dey r da same.. furthermore u open dat side first mahx.. u initially wanted to eat dat.. bt lk i sae initially.. -.- i tink different pple will haf different ways bahx.. n i started tinkin.. if diz 2 r pple.. izzit fair dat i choose da latter one coz i lazy? izit fair if it is in a r/s? lk coz da person nearer to u or mayb nicer to u.. even tho dey r nt da one.. u stil go for it juz bcoz anitin lahx?

2. tings alwaes differs as time passes.. n u nv noe if u nv go try.. u nv noe if u nv go find out.. juz lk da sweet i thot it is blackcurrant.. bt aft opening more i realise it isnt.. noe-ing pple r da same way too.. u nv relaly noe until u noe dem? lolx.. mayb for guys too.. as in u nv noe if dat guy is for u until u really noe him.. looks can b deceiving..

aint u amaze how mani issues i can tink of juz fr a tube of sweets? more to cum...

haze. did u realise da haze is goin soon? as in i alr ?? being w haze.. i still feel uncomfortable.. bt i juz gt used to it.. how great is human adaptability to new environment? if one day.. da Earth really "dies" as in all resources r run out n we haf to live lk stone age.. will we b able to adapt? i noe wen u tink now u will b lk omg.. no com no tv no hp no mp3 how to survive? bt everyone is da same.. eventually u may 4gt all abt it.. n get used to it.. those hu dun adapt will eventually die.. juz lk Darwin's evolution theory.. survival of the fittest..

n now haze is gone.. u realise.. now da scenery is so clear.. n u will appreciate [i hope] da clear air.. stop polluting! okiex.. dat's v. v. v. v. hard.. almost MI.. so reduce pollution! clear sky.. da sun so bright.. shld go beach le.. *hints* lolx.. guess it haf to wait till As.. n i shld go run to burn off some fats.. -.-

hmmm.. i shld tok a bit abt 2dae...

went to sch 2day for gp.. last time listening to ms darrell lecturing.. *sobs* den went to amk S11 to eat! den go hm~ lolx. den argue here argue dere.. finally decided to watch movie ourselves! lolx.. den go watch.. oh.. da waiter? no wat is it called? looks lk pri sch mate.. lolx.. it's great to go out w sb hu noes u since pri sch.. =) wen cum out of da cinema.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! it's raining! oh.. btw.. the cathay cinema gd! lolx. i lk.. bt da person in front of mi sits way too high le bahx.. it's lk da seat rite if u sit normally horx.. cant even cmi lahx.. da person haf more da half a head above da seat.. luckily dere is a grad.. so i juz haf to sit v. v. straight to read da subtitles! it's in jap mahx.. oh back to where i was.. my mama is so suay.. coz i din wan to bring bag so my mama ask wat if it rains.. n it did.. -.- n i gt no umbrella.. so my heels r wet! it's satin leix! *heartache*

i m really crazy..

goin to start a new blog.. chi one.. lolx.. w juz thots lahx.. i itnk i nid to type more chi stuffs.. so in case u all c all da chi words until v. sian so i decided to split dme.. lolx.. so pple hu dun really lk chi dun haf to try to read.. bt in da first plac.e. do u da chi words? lolx...

c how first lahx..

cant find da blog skin i lk..

mayb i shld drag till aft As.. or durin As.. to type stuffs.. den show everytin aft As.. den u guy will b happy reading.. -.-

okiex.. i shld go prepare le.. tata` =)

deathnote! here i cum! =) 2day no study? hmmm.. mayb do some chem n mark many papers.. i hate marking! i rather do.. lolx.. tmr will b v. bz!

tok to ya in da nite!

bought my prom nite dress.. nt w mi.. haven gt my size.. i m wearin S! can u imagine? bt my stomach or waist feel so tight.. muz save mi if i faints.. lolx...

n it cost $110! -.- more ex dan daniel yam de.. -.- can u imagine? will i rather da daniel yam de? bt da likely hood dat daniel yam will clash is v. high.. so mine is gd enough! sumore is green!!! green green green! =)

it is long.. so i nid to make it short shrot short.. bt longer dan my sch skirt.. sch skirt leix.. cant it b same lenght as dat?! bt i tink if v. short dun haf da glam factor? hmmm.. how? lolx.. can i try it on nxt nxt wk den ask da person to help mi alter again? =P c how bahx..

it loks lk.. da synergy dance costume! -.- lolx.. 99% alike.. lolx.. bt it cost 110.. -.-

damn.. kana sae by my sis.. -.-

i muz diet!

shld go stuyd le..

tata~

monday no blues. =) for now.

lolx.. now happily tokin to elmo n san..

mayb goin to watch deathnote on wed?! i hope mad can make it.. =) coz eunice is working less for da movie.. lolx.. *prays*

no mood to study.. nvm.. do some maths ltr den.. dun nid to itnk so much..

juz now doing pj gp p2 until i wan die.. meritocrasy wateva wateva.. diz kind of compre alwaes make mi headache.. -.- hope tp one isnt lk diz.. =)

lalala. =)

so ended up nt watchin deathnote tmr. nt dat mad anihow cancels da outing. she has valid reason. bt i m juz so unhappy abt it. coz since duno wen i thot i m watchin deathnote on monday. n ended up. i dunno wen i m watchin it. or even if i m watchin it. coz eunice wed cannt make it. n my smses stopped here. juz dun feel lk sms-in abt it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my deathnote. damn. oh. n i even noe wat to wear le.

reasons i wan to watch deathnote:
1. it's jap. yup. dat's simple.
2. it cums fr manga.
3. da trailer simply looks gd.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

finish my econs ROG stuffs juz now.. my last macroeconmic problems din read much.. fell aslp.. lolx.. was half lyin on bed half on chair n slpt for 15min? lolx... now a bit awake.. hmmm.. bt i dun tink i wil continue doin gp since tmr i m so free. i can do more i guess. goin to squeeze everytin in tmr so i dun nid to tink abt other tings. den tues i can buy my prom nite dress. den wed i can go sch.

n my prestige how? hmmm.. i tink my sis wan watch. c how lahx. mel so bz watchin movie shld let her haf some time study. ltr she din score well *touch woooooood x100000000* she blames mi. =P nahx. she wont. she dun dare. lolx.



1000words said.

i guess da reason i din kill myself bcoz dere r still so mani tings to do. no matter how bad i ended will b. i still wan to do da tings i wan to do. i dun care.

10days to As? i tink so. wateva. din feel da As. damn.

damn. damn. damn.

no wonder my title is damn.

-.-

went to temple pray tdae.. pray to dunno how mani deities n buddhas.. lolx.. den went to Ann Siang Hill.. n it rained.. lolx.. den we found da well! so i insisted lookin @ da well.. den walk in da rain.. -.- n went t oda temple which provide nos which alwaes win 4Ds de? lolx.. i luv Thian Hock Keng temple! hokkien temple.. =) went dere since i was young.

cya tmr den. tmr. haix.

=) a lil post.

thot of him while i m bathin. lolx. hu is him? act all da hims r different. lolx. i guess my mama is correct. i am an idiot @ r/s kinda ting.. i juz cant c it... cant c dat u r interested in mi.. unless u r super duper obvious... i dun wan to b a paranoid wen ani guy is nice to mi den oh he lks mi... pls.. i m nt dat bhb.. lolx.. so i rahter all guys r my frenz only.. hmmm.. bt mayb act he din lk mi actually.. lalala. it's over aniwae.. din c him @ all for 3yrs? i dunno.. lalala. i tink i m smarter now. i noe. -.- act i din really noe. bt clever le.

i lk ytd 7pm show! v. v. nice.. wang xi! lolx..

tata. i go pray le. =)

i'm much more confident in chem dan everytin. -.- i nid to replan.. to b more confident in toher subjects. =) 2day is gp + econs day! so is tmr! i muz master econs! -.- mcqs mcqs mcqs.. bt i fail all papers.. -.- help mi! okiex. .xcept mcqs.. -.- i m so helpless in econs.. can anibody save mi? my bio paper 2 too! ahhhhhhhhh... soon willb bio bio bio n more bio.. -.- replan`

haf a nice day`

did maths nov o5 paper 2dae. horrible. my maths p2 is omg. da ting i always ran away fr cum back. my stats. i nid to improve my stats. i nid to. i have to. bt i dun haf da time to. i haf to cut tv. no more yu le bai fen bai. left liao zhai den. --

tings r gettin so wrong now n den.. for eg supposed to wish kel happy bday on her day. so by da time i get to my phone is 3+ am. so i tink nvm lahx. tmr den sms her. den i din. den i tinkin okiex.. den i shld write her a card to give her tmr. bt i din write oso. wat's wrong w mi? wat i tink n wat i do gettin more n more apart. i m so dead.

supposed to do 1chem 2maths 2 gp 1DRQ 1 CS study bio energetics. n wat i did? 1chem 1 maths. hello? nt even half lahx. m i pushin myself too hard? i dunno.

da desire of dying rose. i will nt gif up. i rather die. so i guess i wont gif up neither i will kill myself. coz killing myself = giving up. -.-

da desire of goin out tmr n mon decreases.. bt i will. tmr coz i m such superstitious person. mon coz i wan c mad n wei.. =) so long le.

baaaaaaaaaaa. i shld go study le. tata.

can sb save my maths! n bio! n econs! n gp! omg.. wat if my chem goes wrong too? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

gettin insane.

okiex.. to start w diz entry.. make 3 sentences.. each start w "i wish i.."
1. i wish i haf a nicer body lk hmmm rainnie? lolx.. her size seems to b q gd.. =)
2. i wish i haf dat talent in music.. ireally lk music..
3. i wish my socialising skills r better..


a rat cldnt find food for its baby rats.. in despair.. it tried to ran across da road for hope to cheese dere? however.. it nv made it.. a car came n killed it. den other rats c its baby rats so ke lian.. n started to gif food to dem. hmmm. i juz dun lk da idea abt givin food to da baby rats.. nt dat i m nt empathic okiex? i m so empathy. bt if da rat ran across da road to kill itself bcoz it cannt tink of a soln.. so if da rat din wan to take care of da baby rats le.. den y da other rats shld? n if some rat same situation saw wat da other rats did.. will da rat kill itself juz to get food for its baby rats? i juz hope no more rats will run across da road. so sickening. go bang ur head into a wall instead lahx. bt i guess. dun gif up. feel despair now n den.. bt nv gif up. bt in some cases u can.. lolx..


how r u? i dun tink i tok to u bfore.. tho we sae da same tings gether bfore in camp.. n i dun lk u.. bt i m juz concern.. lolx.. haven seen u for 2yrs.. how r u? hope life is fine for u.. =)


i m an absorber? i m go check up.. y i kip absorbing other sadness? mayb a converter oso? change pple annoyance to my sadness? m i tryin to pity myself? hu m i? wat m i? -.-


oh.. i seriously tink my sis gt alzhemier.. correct spelling? aniwae.. she 4gt to switch off da iron again. aiyoyo...


if everyone tinks abt others a bit more.. wil life b gettin better? i dunno.. bt dat's wat i wish.. tink of others..


i tink everyone in our class is ard da same.. dat's y we take da same combi.. dat's y our character is da same.. bt i guess.. some sides of urs may b stronger will others haf another side stronger.. juz so.. bt overall we r da same.. lk it or nt.. we da same.. trust mi.


hmmm.. so now.. make 5 sentences w "luckily i'm nt.. " or "luckily i have"
1. luckily i'm nt handicapped...
2. luckily i'm nt dat hypocrite lk bfore..
3. luckly i'm nt having financial difficulties..
4. luckily i'm nt fat..
5. luckily i have a happy family..

hmmm.. so wen u kip tinkin i wish i have.. u kip tinking abt ur bad pts.. n start being sad.. bt if u tink abt wat u haf.. u feel much better.. sth i learnt fr wu dan ru.. =)

jia you! a bit rush.. cannt explain further.. sae ltr.. if i m cuming online..


=) tata! jia you!

my soles hurt lk mad.. -.-

i bot new heels! satin! so so so so soft!! =) so comfortable.. bt a bit too tall for my feet.. for now.. =P bt i luv it! summore is bot @ 20% sale! i dun care aft dat it's stil ex.. =P

kelly's bday celebration a bit ermx.. lolx.. da dinner is okiex.. da cake is pathetic.. lolx.. cream melted until lk dat.. den da bk cover wrong.. lolx.. i oso @ fault lahx.. so nvm.. den dunno she lk da pencil case anot.. lolx.. a bit too bz to buy tings.. so will b nicer nxt yr! i hope.. lolx..

tired. bt i wan watch repeat. i

tmr nt goin pray.. so tmr will work hard da whole day.. den sun go pray.. den mon go out!! =) swimming? i still dunno..

life is simple. for now. =)

mayb u r really nt as gd as i thot u r. dat is so disappointing. u seems to b better.

morning! i m so tired.. zzz- woke up @ 7+.. finally woke up coz i put my alarm @ 6+.. lolx.. had a nitemare so i woke up.. -.- or else i will still b slpin i guess.. i m so tired now.. it is lk 9+ am i alr so tired!

did vj gp paper! =) failed again.. lolx.. my summary nid to b improved...

tings to do 2dae.. will review it ltr.. 2+ am i guess..
1. vj gp paper 2
2. tp gp paper 2
3. 1 econs drq
4. 1 econs cs
5. bio: cell n nuclear divisions, genetics, inheritance
6. econs: trade n resource allocation
7. another econs drq. mayb i will do dat tmr.
8. yjc chem dat is tmr de.. bt i goin out tmr.. so muz do 2day.. tmr still gt maths to do.. -.-

n i ahven read my gp stuffs.. time!

i go jia you le! =)

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Seeing someone fall means your secret desire for the downfall or even death of that person. You will triumph over your enemies.

go diz.. http://timecapsule.yahoo.com/capsule.php n contribute! =)

my temper is gettin worse wen my giddyness increases.. zzz.. i m nt tired.. believe mi.. i can dun slp till 3.. bt da prob is.. i cant concentrate.. so no use wat.. -.- so i m slpin soon.. den wake up early.. -.- lolx.. i m dat pathetic.. i shld haf start earlier.. i m goin to b so focus now.. -.- n usin com is my motivation.. watchin liao zhai too.. =) jia you!

oh btw.. u tinkin y i m lk dat tired.. coz i slpt @ 3 ytd.. n woke up @ 6+ 2dae.. 3+ hrs only.. n i haven take ani aftnn nap.. sheng qi bahx? =P

actually i m quite dyin.. cant really tink.. da energy used to type alr exhausted mi.. i really shld go slp soon..

haven decide abt da dresses.. no time. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! mayb buy tmr? bt i guess i wan go c c first.. hmmm..

i dun understand y pple r so damn pessimistic.. haf some faith in urself.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. mayb i shld b pessimistic too.. or shld i sae mayb i shld say out abt my pessimistic.. yar rite.. wat is it goin to do? pple will haf to repeat wat dey say... it willb alrite.. rubbish.

if u dun believe in urself.. hu will?

《世界的约定》 a song i listen to it 2dae.. a jap song... howl's moving castle theme.. wonder how mani of u watched it.. same artist as spirited away n the cat returns n 龙猫.. =) da song v. nice.. by ermx.. i dun rmb.. lolx..

aniwae.. came back hm instead of stayin in sch to study.. juz dun feel lk stayin.. -.- bt i will study.. @ 4pm.. =) i promise..

i m still stuck abt da dresses.. shld i buy it?

goin shopping w kel diz fri! yahoo! anione wan join us?

oh.. sry to holy n kel [tho i dun tink kel read diz..] to "snatch" ur consultation time.. so so sry.. hope u ask finish wat u wan to ask.. hope so.. *prays*

2day gp is horrible.. tho i lk doin it.. -.- bt den.. omg.. so mani wrongs.. ahhh~ i shld do vj paper ltr.. =)

i go jia you le.. tata` =)

oh.. happy 18th birthday to kelly! =) i luv you!

=) ello.

i m so dead.. so slack 2day.. hope tmr is my motivation start day.. it haf to b! forcing myself to study... no more yu le bai fen bai.. no more ye guang deng... only gt liao chai.. -.-

study!!!! 2 more wks only! omg..

gtg..

o btw.. saw 2 v. pretty dresses dat i lk 2dae wen i m supposed to pei my sis go c pouches.. in amk central.. n each costs 39.90 only! so cheap! =) of coz it's for prom.. n one piece only.. if i wan buy i nid to decide quick.. ahhhh.. rescue mi.. shld i buy or nt?

okiex.. tmr mock i hsld b v. focus.. n tmr gt chem consultation ni haven look thru any chem stuffs to c if i gt tings to ask! ahhhhhhhhhh.. tata..

morning~ *yawn*

i hate da haze... making mi so uncomfortable.. my throat.. so dry.. ahhhhhhhhhh...

had breakfast w mama n dad @ mf campus 2 mkt.. =) my fav sheng mian... anibody interested to join mi one day? lolx..

so went to da mkt n bot a skirt! -.- dunno y bt haf da urge to buy it.. so bot it.. using mama's money of coz.. =P v. girly.. v. long.. long as in knee length.. it is longer dan my sch skirt! so much longer! lolx.. bt definitely shorter dan my co costume/uniform... =P

oh.. i lk samsung new mp3...


YP - K5~

noe y i lk it order dan coz it's classic black? coz i can share da music!


dere is a slide out speaker! can u believe it?! lolx.. =)

pictures taken fr www.samsung.com/sg of coz.. =)

was v. curious abt its size.. as in how different it is fr my neeon.. =) if i m richer i may consider changing it? lolx.. dunno.. aft As den c bahx.. =) my family will kill mi tho.. bt hey.. one of dem get my old mp3.. 1GB leix.. for free! so gd lax..

42.6 x 83 x 11

hmmm.. wat is my neeon's? i go find..

46.9mm x 79.9mm x 15.9mm

mine gt dat big? hmmm.. i shld go c c again..

wat's ipod's?

Height: 3.5 inches
Width: 1.6 inches
Depth: 0.26 inch

bt it;s in inch.. aiyahx.. so hard to compare..
bt i guess it's slimmer for ipod..

yupx.. da specs r correct.. so it's smaler dan my neeon?! bt longer.. wow.. lolx.. =P

okiex.. gtg.. 16 days to As.. =) jia you!

din wan to blog 2day coz really no time.. bt i guess i really nid a source to say sth...

will go temple pray diz sat.. =) so many tings to pray!

stress lvl rising.. dun wish to tok much..

i juz dun fit into da picture..

un-respect.

dinner! my soup! n den revision! omg.. -.-

i will continue to jia you for As n for a happier life! =)

i realise.. i m more lk him dan ayumu..

Hizumi... [taken fr http://fluffy-network.com/Hizumi/ ]

bt my ending wont b lk his.. hopefully to b lk hmmm.. deir lives all nt so gd.. lolx.. hopefully to b lk cinderella? happily ever after.. =)

jia you! 16 more days! omg.. -.-

05S10B part 1.
05S10B part 2.
05S10B part 3.
05S10B part 4.

Chasing cars by Snow Patrol


We’ll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don’t need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

song for our graduation! decided le! any objections? *silence* okiex! den decided.. =) -.-""

lolx.. nice song wat.. correct? introduced by kelly~ hu wan to shop too~ let's go shopping! i wn buy heels n some clothes! 2 to 3 tops bahx.. =) den a pair of heels.. den if gt time a pair of flats..

okiex.. a series of thanks to b made..

to lian.. momiji.. mingmin.. jess arhx.. stil lgt hu? hmmm..
thanks for being dere.. da uncertainity being in ny is lessen by u guys.. hu r dere.. making da so strange environment much better.. =) muz stay in touch wor! lolx..

to mel, qiqi, val, bei, shar, elmo, san, kel, bea n chin wei..
u guys r da gifts i receive for entering ny.. =) thanks for being w mi thruout da 18mnths.. together we sit thru da boring lectures.. squeezing into a small table for meals.. goin out 2gether.. life in ny has been fun due to u guys.. thanks!

to elmo, jane n imelda..
my pw grp! nice to work w u all.. =) thanks for tolerating my nuisance sometimes.. =P

to jeann, jacq n jenric..
thanks for being in da class! thanks jeann for da hugs!

to bei, san, val, jane [nt o5s1ob de..], huiying etc..
glad to haf u guys in dance! i m such a horrible dancer.. lolx..

to jacq, mel, bei, elmo..
da few souls hu still take 4As! =) jia you! we shld nt give up!! jia you jia you jia you!!

to joshua, darryl, franson, zhiyang, yu xiang, prathap, timothy..
da chilidsh guys.. =P tho din tok muc ht ou guys.. bt still.. great to noe u! =)

to mel, qiqi, bei, shar, val, elmo, kel, san, jane, joshua, yu xiang, jeann...
thanks all da reps n sc! =)

to mel, qiqi, bei, shar, val, elmo, kel, san, bea bea, chin wei, jeann, jane, jenric, imelda, jacqueline, joshua, darryl, franson, zhiyang, yu xiang, prathap, timothy..
05S10B wont b 05S10B if any of u is nt in it.. =) thanks for everyting!

to da rest hu i din mention n those hu jux happened to b in my path any day any time in da 18mnths in ny..
thanks! =) lolx..every small detail shape my future!

lalala.

part 6 may b cumin.. i dunno.

i v. 气.. lolx.. coz da stupid com kip shutting down.. jane shld noe.. lolx.. everytime she tok to mi da com shut down.. lolx.. da com is self-regulatory.. "it's time to study!" den it shuts down.. -.- so nice horx my com? goin to fix it soon...

oh.. gt my organs donor card.. =) realise.. if i wan one day *touch wood* i died due to accident.. my dreams carry on i guess.. as in.. my life is still continue by continuing other lives.. =)

lalala.

i haf da mood to go shopping today! bt sis dun haf.. she juz wan cum hm n study.. my clothes! anybody wan pei mi go streetzone shop shop? streetzone is da shops nxt to shop n save.. =) gt ice cream! v. 羡慕.. dat's sth i wish to do.. clothes clothes clothes! feel lk buyin a dress! my heels! my mama lks da i-wan-to-buy-clothes mi! lolx.. dat's wat i tink..

=)

i gt ice cream to eat! yummy yummy.. triple chocolate!

hope mad can make it.. oh yarhx! if wei is reading diz.. make sure to make ur 23 oct free! bt muz c if mad can go anot.. if she cannt we go out ourselves? lolx.. =)

some fotos of my family.. =)


my big head! y do i haf such big head? bigger dan my dad's...


my mama!


my da jie!


my er jie! she will kill mi if she noes her foto is here!


myself!!


in my sis's new specs!

since we r @ fotos..

thanks for da gifts! mrs so, jeann n jess!


anywae.. tings i haf been living w for da past few mnths..

my bag! da bronze/copper bag.. my beloved eyeore pencil case! my keys! my swatch watch! my ny collar pin of coz! my v. worn out B.U.M. wallet! my necklace! my bday present billabong water botter! my so ex mp3! n my daniel!! da latest one.. lolx.. actually da mp3 case even newer.. bt dat's nt v. impt.. lolx..

t oend diz entry.. 2 stupid faces of mi.. acting a fish.. lolx..

12 oct 2006.. last school day w lessons.. coz friday gt nth aniwae.. oh.. 4gt to mention dat da class foto was taken in my CT rm.. =) 5 - 65


pple leaving LT4 aft chem.. mr foo was da lecturer.. =) sitting da usual place o5s1ob will sit durin xams or so..

kelly~


mel mel's lousy skills.. in da hall.. waiting for da release of prelims results? or izzit principal's talk?


fotos!







our fav place.. da toilet! =)




dat's all~ =)

eating @ ~~ i only ate @ sakae bfore i tink.. wait.. no... i gt eat @ somewhere else.. first time i ate sushi in a restaurant is nt sakae.. bt aft dat i ate sakae only.. for 3 times le? lolx.. i m sushi bt i dun really lk to eat sushi.. coz i dun lk buffet.. lolx..


qi qi n da menu! lolx.. so blurrrr..


menu again! -.- took it while waiting for others to cum.. i so hungry dat time...

we had 4 tables.. so candid fotos..




mi n qiqi! w mel mel tryin to b in da photo.. lolx.. my eyes dun look sleepy in diz one..


menu is da hot stuff @ sakae!

kelly is engulfing da octopus! omg omg~ eeeeeks!


kelly n elmo.. elmo seems to haf head only.. lolx..


did u c da light? lolx..


oh.. speaking of light.. i watched ghost whisperer ytd. so touching! tears tears tears~


hu is san replyin to? hmmm.. lolx..


qiqi~ n a bored mel..

fotos now!

mi san mel


mi n bea bea!


mei mei long~


holy holy holy sun~


mi n franson~


darryl~


joshua, ACT rep!


all i ate.. so lil.. almost lahx.. =P


always amazed by da amt da guys can eat..